Today... err... yesterday technically was my birthday. The big TWO OH. I feel exactly the same.
The song that has to be written about me.
Oh girl.
I think I'm going to start smoking again. Terrible I know. It's been six months. Maybe it's just that time.
All right then. Let's see here. Christmas gifts that I got and that are freaking awesome.
1. To your left is the most fantabulously sexy bag that ever existed. It's the DaKine Faye Bag in Autumn Plaid. Sex with handles. Seriously.
2. A fantastic replacement laptop computer screen for my baby that got cracked and ruined months ago. FUCK YES.
3. Intense amounts of art supplies. Some of which are as follows:
Prismacolor Colored Pencils
Prismacolor Ink Drawing Pens
DickBlick Professional Drawing Markers
Watercolors and new brushes
Hell yes. I love presents. I got a lot more stuff but those are the big and most exciting ones. I can't express to you how much I am fucking in love with this purse. It's really sad.
So begins our journey together. I have not yet decided the direction that I plan to go with this blog. In all honesty the stark blank nature is intimidating. Any artist would understand that feeling. Like you hold some fragile in your hands. You want to nurture it and make it into something wonderful but you're afraid that if you don't carefully plain everything out it will be ruined.
Well this is me taking my first step and desperately trying not to fear the unknown.
Go me.
Where to begin..
It's technically Christmas Eve and I can't lie. I'm pretty stoked about presents. I hate admitting that but I REALLY WANT what I asked for so I will indulge myself in the want.
The other thing that's coming up is my birthay (three days after Christmas to be exact)
I can't help but have another selfish want regarding that. I want so very badly at 19 years old a surprise birthday party. I want my friends to think 'Hey, Lindsay has been out of touch with a lot of her old friends for the past year, lets all get together and throw her a big birthday bash' It wont happen. The only possibility of it happening is if I were to mention it... nonchalantly to my mother or boyfriend and they would POSSIBLY run with it. .I doubt it.
So ends an absolutely terrible year and *crosses fingers* begins a new brightly colored ribbon and bow year.
Who knows maybe Ill be surprised. We have what? A good three years until the world is supposed to end? I'll try to make the best of it right ;)
Anyway that's all for now I suppose, Ill try to keep up with this better than the other blogs I've started in the past. We'll see where this takes me. I want to start actually settng goals like... making lists or finding cool links or writing something. I want it to have a loose schedule, reasons for me to update.
Wish me luck readers (Although at this point I am certain there are none.)
NIGHT.. morning... whatever.
Well this is me taking my first step and desperately trying not to fear the unknown.
Go me.
Where to begin..
It's technically Christmas Eve and I can't lie. I'm pretty stoked about presents. I hate admitting that but I REALLY WANT what I asked for so I will indulge myself in the want.
The other thing that's coming up is my birthay (three days after Christmas to be exact)
I can't help but have another selfish want regarding that. I want so very badly at 19 years old a surprise birthday party. I want my friends to think 'Hey, Lindsay has been out of touch with a lot of her old friends for the past year, lets all get together and throw her a big birthday bash' It wont happen. The only possibility of it happening is if I were to mention it... nonchalantly to my mother or boyfriend and they would POSSIBLY run with it. .I doubt it.
So ends an absolutely terrible year and *crosses fingers* begins a new brightly colored ribbon and bow year.
Who knows maybe Ill be surprised. We have what? A good three years until the world is supposed to end? I'll try to make the best of it right ;)
Anyway that's all for now I suppose, Ill try to keep up with this better than the other blogs I've started in the past. We'll see where this takes me. I want to start actually settng goals like... making lists or finding cool links or writing something. I want it to have a loose schedule, reasons for me to update.
Wish me luck readers (Although at this point I am certain there are none.)
NIGHT.. morning... whatever.